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煙の中の静寂

活著的代價,就是時刻與死亡並行。

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Taipei, 台湾

2023

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活著的代價,就是時刻與死亡並行。

酒吧的燈光昏黃,煙霧懸在空氣中,像未說完的話。我坐在吧台前,指尖夾著一根快燒到濾嘴的煙。空杯裡只剩下融化的冰塊,緩慢地碰撞,發出細微的聲音。

「今天的你,看起來特別安靜啊。」調酒師隨口說道,擦著手中的玻璃杯。我笑了一下,沒回答。安靜並不壞,特別是對我這種人來說。殺人的人,也該有被殺的覺悟。但在這樣的夜裡,在無事發生的日常裡,我仍然能享有一點短暫的平靜。

煙燻味滲進衣服裡,窗外霓虹燈閃爍,夜晚如常運行。至少現在,我還能這樣活著。

The bar lights are dim, the air thick with smoke, like unspoken words left hanging in the air. I sit at the counter, rolling a nearly finished cigarette between my fingers. In my empty glass, the last bits of melting ice shift softly, making a faint clinking sound.

"You’re unusually quiet tonight," the bartender remarks while wiping down a glass. I let out a small smile but say nothing. Silence isn’t so bad, especially for someone like me. Killers should always be prepared to be killed. But on nights like this, in the lull of an uneventful routine, I can still find a fleeting sense of peace.

The scent of smoke lingers on my clothes. Outside, neon lights flicker as the city moves on as usual. At least for now, I am still here.

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